Don't you wish God would just directly tell you what to do to lead your best life for Him?? I mean He doesn't have to make us choose that path, but it would make it so much easier when making decisions about this physical world.
When I went to college this was my plan: be a teacher, have kids and stay home with them, then be a teacher again. Well, I've obtained the middle goal and that's about it. I tried to be a teacher after I graduated, but that was the year that most teaching jobs were filled from the inside. I tried again for this school year and got nowhere either. I took the first year as a sign that God wanted me to stay at home with my little Adasen. So I did. Zach was still in college to get his bachelors degree.
Well, it's been three years that I have been blessed to stay at home with Adasen and Owen. My student loans will soon be coming due and Zach hasn't been able to finish his degree yet.
Does this mean I need to go back to school to become something else? I have seriously been considering going back to be a radiology technician. It will take me two years to finish this degree.
Even as I'm typing this I'm cringing. I want so badly to continue being a stay at home mom to my boys. Is God telling me no? I've been pondering this decision for about three months now, and I'm sick of thinking about it.
Financially, this is what I need to do, but does that make it "what I need to do??" This is where anyone's advice would be greatly appreciated!
What have you experienced in your life? How have you seen God direct you? Am I missing something? Please, I need some wisdom from you.
♥ Ashley
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